I Woke up today with the same feelings , repetitive feeelings, because again it’s SUNDAY. I’m supposed to relax, enjoy my cup of coffee and being inlove with Augustus Waters while finishing the book, but my rest day routine has been idle, yes, because again it’s SUNDAY.
This is supoosed to be a family day but it always end up as a “self-pity-why-it-it-didnt-work-out-did-he-really-love-me-” day. Yes, i hate to admit but im starting to hate Sundays. Because everything ended on a Sunday. I don’t know why , but everytime i wake up the morning after Saturday, it’s always on the wrong side of the bed’and today is no exception.
I friigin don’t even know why I’m writing this, sorry for the blues’but i just need to vent this out. Maybe there’s a way to wake up in a good mood next Sunday, and that is to write my Sunday frustrstions here.
PLAYBACK (WHY I USED TO LOVE SUNDAYS)
- It was Sunday when I usually sneak out after lunch to meet with you for a brief conversation and quick cuddling.
-It was Sunday when i used to crave for chocolates and with just a text away, you were outside our house with that chocolate in your hand.
-It was Sunday when we had no plans but you just showed up because you said you missed me.
WHY I HATE SUNDAYS..
- It was Sunday when i received a text from you that you’ve got something IMPORTANT to say. (never mind how agitated I was upon reading that sms)
- It was Sunday when I got a call from you saying “Let’s break up” .
- It wad Sunday when i cried for the nth time post-break up.
-It was Sunday when I gave you my heartfelt letter.
- And that was the last Sunday that I got to have the last hug and last kiss from you.
- and Sunday that was when i said my last ‘Iove you’
PRESENT
And now from the last time I saw him , I can say he’s okay and probably loving every moment with his presence plus my absence. He’s probably loving everyday, whilst I’m here (though i can say, I’m better than few months ago, post break up) living the life in his absence but still HATING SUNDAYS.
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